I still don’t get it. Someone please explain this to me. I don’t know if me not getting it has something to do with the fact that English isn’t my native tongue.
Lady Gaga arriving at her hotel in Los Angeles last night.
I love her and I miss her, but at the same time I’m kinda worried. It’s been so long, I’m not sure if I know her anymore. She always said she loves her fans more than anything, so why is she making us wait for so long? Why have she “left us alone”? I know there must be a good reason for all of this, but still… I feel weird.
at first I was like okay this is that violin tune from spongebob
but then i noticed how long it was
and right when i started thinking ‘okay there’s got to be more to this, where is this going’
IT HIT
The internet is amazing
I don’t know what I just listened to, other than it was amazing as fuck.
YES, YES
I think I would be a great mom because I’m already super embarrassing. I don’t use Twitter or Instagram or anything like that and I don’t understand any of the slang young people use these days. And I’m only 21.
I took this picture of my ceiling while lying on the floor high on oxazepam. It’s kind of sad. Kind of nothing.
This is so cute, cause this was the last show and I reckon she realised that she was going to have to cancel the rest of them, meaning that this was the last time she was gonna perform for ages :’(((
In my heart, Montenegro won the whole Eurovision contest. I know, I know, they didn’t even get to go to the Grand Final, but still. I love their song! I’m seriously disappointed that they weren’t chosen.
If you haven’t heard this song yet, you should listen to it right now! :)
On a different note, I guess Denmark was OK, but it didn’t really do it for me tho. Malta, Hungary and Sweden were pretty nice too. And the whole man-in-a-box-thing from Azerbaijan was pretty entertaining.
And Finland, our dear Krista, I can’t believe how low score they got! I think the song is great and the performance was very cute :) and btw, loved the Jeffrey Campbells, of course.
Typical rant of a confused young woman
Sometimes I feel ok. Almost even happy.
Then sometimes, like now, I’m depressed again.
I “recovered” from severe depression like 2 years ago. I’ve sometimes been sad since then, but who hasn’t?
Sometimes I think that depression isn’t something you can recover from. It’s part of you. It’s in you. It doesn’t change that much along the way. Like the color of your eyes or sertain aspects of your personality.
To me, depression is like an old friend. When he’s not around, you’re not even sure if you remember him correctly. What was it like to hang out with him? Even if it’s silly, you kinda miss him. It made you feel different. Special. Was he really such a bad friend after all?
Then you meet him again. He’s just as horrible as he was back then. You hate him, you don’t want to see him ever again. But like all the bad friends, he won’t leave you alone now that you’ve let him in again.
I’m just too tired to have this fight over and over again. I know I have people around me. People who love me. People who care about me. But this is something I have to do alone. No one can just magicly make the depression go away.
I’m so tired. Sometimes I just want to die. But at the same time, I know I can’t. I don’t want to ruin my sister’s and my mother’s lives. They love me so much.
But it’s so damn hard to live just to make someone else happy. It’s hard when you don’t feel like fighting anymore.
You know how tortoises can live like 150 years? And they’re slow us fuck and don’t exercise or do any shit like that.
Next time someone says to me that exercising is healthy and good for you and makes you live longer, I’ll remind myself of those wrinkly ass motherfuckers.
Because tortoises are super hardcore and they know what life’s all about. Eating, chillin’ and taking it easy.
I think Lady Gaga should preserve all her costumes, clothes etc. and a couple of years (or a couple of decades) from now make a museum or a gallery where to put them all.